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Sunday Scribblings-Inspiration

This week's Sunday Scribblings is Inspiration. I find it in the weirdest places, usually a sound or a smell will trigger something that inspires me to write. I have dozens of unfinished posts tucked away that are based on a small inspiration and when they bloom into a real thought I will finish them. My life is changing now and I am finding great inspiration from dreams that I pushed aside and people who love me. Real love, you know that trade my life for yours, I would shrivel up and die if you don't love me back kind of love. Not the I need somebody and oh well, you are here so you will do sort of love.

Reading Sam's post about Grey's this morning reminded me how much that show has changed my life. I can't talk about that particular episode because a lot of you aren't as far along as I am and I would never dream of spoiling a single second for anyone. The show is a gift. Truly a gift to girls like me who want and need and forget sometimes what is important. There is a healing that comes from curling up all alone in my dark living room with my big soft afghan knitted by my dead stepdad's mother and crying my heart out; my tiny Yorkie curled up on my shoulder occassionally giving me a little reassuring lick on the ear then tumbling confused and annoyed to the sofa when I jump up and cheer when one of the characters does what I have been telling them to do for the entire hour(still crying of course).

Post Game

It was a good game, lagged a bit in the fourth quarter when it became obvious it would be a massacre. Chicago just gave up. The Colts earned the win no doubt. It was a poignant social moment for the first black coach to win a Superbowl. Dungy did blow it by claiming to be the first Christian coach to win a Superbowl. I thought that was quite arrogant. I think Tom Landry would be fairly offended by that remark as would many others. Jackass.

The real highlight of the game was of course Prince. Once again reminding the world that he is not a fluffy piece of pop, he is a badass rock star.

Ugly Betty

I am so in love with this show and the way it is going. I can hardly wait for Thursday nights to get my UB and Grey's fix. I really like Rebecca Romijn even though her people still owe one of my friends for editing her reel but hey, at least she got work from it. My friend also loves UB so she is less annoyed than she might be if it were someone else lol. I think Mark and Amanda are so hilarious together.

Sunday Scribblings-Morning

The Theme is Morning
My morning started at 5am. I was sleeping soundly when Emma barked shrilly in my ear. "Gah! Shut up!" I said. She continued to bark which is really weird for her as she never barks. I thought omg something is wrong so I switched on the lamp and went into the living room. I heard noises from outside, it did not sound good. Gutteral yelling and a high pitched pleading. My heart thumped as a million memories flashed through my mind.
I peeked through the blinds and saw the skinny kid from the next building smacking his young wife in the courtyard. She pleaded with him to stop while screaming "I love you!" He called her horrid nasty names as he kept hitting and kicking her. Suddenly a plastic patio chair came sailing over the third floor balcony. A male voice called out "Leave her alone asshole!"
I went to the kitchen and picked up the phone and dialed 911. I told the calm voice on the other end what was going on. I was surprised to realize I was crying. She made sure I was not involved and then assured me the police were on the way already. I looked out again, the third floor man was in the courtyard now. The hitting had stopped but the yelling continued. The young wife was now screaming at third floor man to mind his own business. The police arrived and all was quiet again.
Twenty years ago I was that scared young wife out in the courtyard. God help her.

Big Brother

This is my first season to watch Big Brother here. I have tried to watch it in Holland but since I don't speak Dutch or understand the rules of the game it was basically pointless. I have a pretty big crush on Chilltown.
The previews make it look like the girls turn on the boys but I really don't see that happening. Who needs money when you have a cute boyfriend? Doctor Delicious indeed.